it is so freeing,

not to miss you anymore.

yes, you remain within memories

but each glass that touches my lips

furthers your kiss from my mind.

the moments i would ache for,

your fingers drawing circles

on my arms whilst you held me,

now illicit no more emotion than

a dried pool of blood on the pavement.

a wince, perhaps, but still i go on.

you had me in a constant dream state,

ignoring my blessings,

gazing out the window in hopes

that you would happen to walk by.

the moment i took a look inside

i realized, i have everything i need.

you were never a necessity.

i would rather a full night’s sleep

than share sheets with a ghost

i hope you find your peace.