• Hannah Flowers

you’re beautiful. i hate that i know this. you are so strong but you are so gentle you try to be quick, cunning, charming, but i see through you. i see how soft the edges are around your spiked up heart you came to me at the worst time you came to me after i polished my shell after i sharpened my knives you like me because i’m what you want to be i want to like you because i see you i see your glow and your shimmering eyes i see the words you keep on the inside you want to be inside of something warm because being cold has gotten to you you want me to melt you keep you safe from frostbite but you can’t touch a fire and expect not to burn


you’re beautiful. i hate that i know this. i wish i never met you because i have loved and lost and i’d rather have never loved you’re beautiful and she knows it too i hope you are happy, that’s what i’m supposed to say. but really i hope you fall apart i hope your trust turns to shit i probably don’t really mean it i just don’t want to be the only one hurting i look at you and see you laughing while i am sick with grief you are not a bad person but there is no denying you did this to me i’m pulling the knife from my own chest it’s titled self-fulfilling prophecy i was so afraid to get hurt so inevitably you hurt me and i’ll be here, bleeding i’ll be here when your love goes to ruin i’ll be here if you ever need me waiting and waiting

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