• Hannah Flowers

i feel an immaculate pull toward you forget the elephant, you are the lion in the room how the hell could i ignore you with a presence like that? when will i learn the difference between desire and love? will it sink in the same way i imagine your teeth to my skin? does my body bleed the same colour as my heart does when you chew holes in it? i lose sleep pondering about you, imagining scenarios in which you want me hoping the static i feel when i look at you is reciprocated  throwing myself down mental staircases trying to shake this feeling i really wish you’d call me

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the celebration

there's no celebration without mourning, and vice versa. but it feels wrong, surrounded by cheer to hold back my tears. i'll serve the cake and all, laugh together, then retreat. it is my pain to bear

With Current.

sixteen hours never felt so long but eight flow by like a breeze we said we'll wait and see where the wind carries but you know where i'll be, anywhere but home if you're not beside me. i wish i were

MissingNo.

an unexpected error in my programming an oversight, a glitch in my system a skip in my heartbeat unaccounted for, verily i built myself from the ground up structured so carefully, strong to withstand