and so i talk to other suitors

and i try to keep my heart open

i tell it to the universe,

i will be open to receive love

but i don't want it from any of them

i just want to keep living my life

i try to move forward but i feel

this shaking in my hands

this aching in my chest

but no one compares to you

and everything reminds me of you

how much time does it take

to process every little detail of loss

a thousand times over

every time i meet someone new

i think of how i would rather you

another day without and i find

it gets harder just to keep living