- Hannah Flowers
naturally, i am good with people
but i am so bad with you
because i dream of being here,
with you, on purpose
instead of near to you,
on happenstance
i’ve thought about kissing
your eyelids so often
that when they’re in front of me,
i get so nervous
you feel far away in my mind,
and then you are so close,
so real in person
and i say the second thing i think of
because the first is always
“god, i want to kiss you.”
and i don’t even feel myself speak
i just feel static cling to my energy
i see visions of us
but they don’t play out in real life
you live in my heart like a dollhouse
and i live inside of my mind.