• Hannah Flowers

i’m thinking about you and how we would sit in your bed i would watch you watch mindless television how we were so comfortable how you would lay on top of me or hold me and watch videos on your phone how the closeness felt so right like the universe put us together for a reason thinking about the time you set up your turntable just to listen to the record i gave you and we listened to kendrick lamar and danced in your room i never wanted to stop kissing you and you fell asleep and i dreamed about you and you kissed me before you left for work thinking about the first night i stayed with you i found a dead spider in your room you kept telling me i was so beautiful it felt like there were stars twinkling around us orion’s belt pulling us closer together i was the first girl to ever buy you flowers and you displayed them proudly on your kitchen table i tried to pretend i wasn’t crying but you saw through me do you see me, still? but you remember everything differently you were watching mindless television i was merely static i was a weight on your arm that kept you from being comfortable i saw stars around us but you saw other girls


you aren’t thinking about me

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